It's back, ladies and gentlemen

Yeah, my feared depression is back. Nothing else matters now. Why? But at least I'm blogging. Something that I seldom do. Nothing interests me anymore. And ending it all did cross my mind Everything is a blur now. Grey and dull. Struggling is futile. I know that I'm jeopardizing my work, but I just can't make myself to care. It's dim in here. And I know, it'll be dark soon. It'd be goodbye then :-(