These are my zombie days. Had been 4 days of zombying on earth. Doing nothing. Thinking nothing. I don't even know why I'm writing this. Helpless. Useless. Hopeless. Why? My mood swings are not in months or days like before but in hours. In a day, I can have several episodes of mania and depression. The 'Down' episodes. Mostly 'Down'. I am a zombie. Not living. Not dying. Not fluorishing. Not depleting. Just there. Just here. In this zombie world.