I am depressed again. It's so weird that when i'm depressed, i always don't know what triggered it. I'd be in the dark regarding the reason for my depression. What i know is that i'd suddenly lose all enthusiasm to do anything. I'd just vegetate. And not willing to perform any task. My brain says that i should not do this, but my body would just refuse. It's mutiny. It's coup de tat. And it's killing me.